Conversations With My Body

 I know how it feels,  

To have your body be your enemy. 

You scream so loud, 

But can’t tell, 

If you’re screaming or silent. 


Am I me? 

Is this body mine? 

Does it answer to me? 

Answer me! 


It’s been you and me, 

From the beginning. 

Don’t you want to work together? 


What do you tell me, 

In the still, silent moments? 

Do you want to be heard? 


Moments to slow; 

Calm and quiet; 

Space to breathe. 

Please, tell me 

What you need. 


I nourish and keep you, 

And now I beseech you; 

Please don’t give up now. 

You have my vow, 

To take care. 

To remember you’re there. 


To recall, 

That you can’t take the fall 

For my running, 

Never stopping; 

Forever popping, 

One thing to another. 


I stumble through 

And fumble to  

Respect you, hold you; 

Have I told you, 

How wonderful you are? 


You work so hard; 

We’ve come so far. 

Take heart; 

I see you. 

I hear you. 

I’m for you. 

I’m with you. 

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Lessons from a Child

Image
Oh darling, precious one, I wish I could save the world for you. I wish I could slay all the dragons and conquer the armies. I wish I could feed the masses, help the injured, and heal the sick. I wish I could plant the trees, clean the water, and protect the animals for you. I wish I could make peace and give everyone a home.  I wish I could keep pain from ever touching you. I wish I could hold your heart in my hands and make sure no one breaks it. I wish I could put your mind at peace. But you don’t need saving, do you? You’re the hero of your own story. Slayer of dragons, healer, peace-maker. You are wise elder and warrior, You are freedom-fighter and friend.  How in awe I am of you, my darling; your strength, your hope, your love.  You bring intuition and curiosity to all you do. Your mind is a cornucopia of beautiful thoughts, and your eyes are full of wonder. Thank you, my love, for showing me a world beyond imagination. A world that can exist within the reality of t...
Read more

Questions of Understanding

Image
Sometimes I wonder, Are you just as confused as I am? Does your brain twist and turn, Molding itself into the cookie cutter shape of normalcy? Do you feel all of your wires, Tangled up tight, Restraining, holding, choking? Do you know what it looks like, To hold a mirror up to other people Hoping to see yourself? Does your mind write rules, Like complex lines of code, Trying to make sense of a world that doesn’t fit? Or do you not fit? Constricting; straitjacket of expectations. Misunderstanding of intentions.  Fear, like noises in the dark. Internal emptiness; a disconnect from reality. Do your thoughts stampeded across your consciousness, Kicking up dust as they go? Do words storm across your atmosphere, Like thunderclouds promising rain? Or swarm, like locusts, Invading your mind’s peace? Can you create a mosaic from the fragments of a shattered soul? Do you feel the urge, to flutter like a bird; Or sway like an old rocking chair? To stare into the great void of existence and fo...
Read more

What Makes a Home?

Image
What makes a home?  Secrets, an old blanket pulled from the closet.  Comfort, cuddling on the couch.  Lies, the mess hidden behind a closed door.  Healing, a shower at the end of the day.  Hurts, those old clothes you can’t seem to part with.  Growth, ivy climbing the walls.  Shame, the blackest of rooms.  Stories, whispered in the air.  Peace, tucking your child in at night.  Acceptance, fresh laundry on the line.  Joy, children running the halls.  A clock, measuring the passage of time.  Home.  Where you can speak truth into your sacred imperfection.  Where you can ground in your beautiful authenticity.  Where you can rest your precious soul. 
Read more